In an interview with U.K. Magazine “Little White Lies” back in May, “Twilight” star Kristen Stewart may have let a little more about her personality slip than she meant to.
The interview, which didn’t hit newsstands until Thursday, certainly shows us a peek into the actress’ state of mind while she’s working–but it also may shed some light into what she was thinking when she cheated on longtime boyfriend, co-star Robert Pattinson.
Stewart was caught having a “fling” with her “Snow White and the Huntsman” director, Rupert Sanders this past month, when photos of the duo in compromising positions surfaced in Us Weekly.
Perhaps it’s because she nearly has an out-of-body experience when she’s acting?
“Oh my god, I f—-ing love it so much,” she said about being an actress. “I’m like, bursting. I should be working. I don’t want to take a break. It’s funny, on set, I don’t have to go to the bathroom, I don’t have anything wrong, I’m perfectly fine, so through-and-through. I’m not hungry.“I’m literally not even in my own body. They wrap and they send me back to my trailer and I f—ing fall to pieces. I suddenly realize that I’ve had to pee for six hours. And I’m starving.”
According to the 22-year-old actress, acting gives her much-needed emotional release that she was missing in real life–at least prior to the scandal with Sanders.
“I just really am trying, trying, all the time. But I like to be scared. I love to suddenly feel out of control. Actors walk around wearing these little tool-belts of acting skills. And I just don’t find that interesting to watch,” said the actress.
“I never want to see someone who clearly can cry at the drop of a hat. That’s so uninteresting. And so many actresses are so f—ing crazy. They’re emotional wrecks, so they pretend to be these characters. But the emotions aren’t coming from the right place. Do you know what I mean?”
Could the actress, who has reportedly been crying for weeks over her break-up with Pattinson, be describing her “future self” here?
Source: Mirror UK